Friday, January 30, 2015

The First 4S Gathering for 2015


This is the biggest contingency of Artist we ever had at 4S with guest and sponsors team around 40 pax. The much awaited day of Rakistang Sirena Awarding and on-the-spot event last January 24, 2015. It was held at 4S headquarter in Makati City. 

   Glory to God The Father I won The Oil paint set for on the spot...and the 2nd portrait I've made using the same easel w/c also made me won on-the-spot last year using oil. It was a good decision that I've used oil paint 'coz I've guessed it right that almost everybody would be using either colorpencils, watercolor, or coffee. 

   I'll try to get more pics of this memorable event later.... hopefully.I'm so glad to meet new friends. 

  
Winning The Oil-paint set
The 4S Team with Lara ♥ 

On-the-spot winners....

Night Cap... 
Nanako Seargent

4S Rules!!! 

Thursday, January 22, 2015

Unfamiliar Spirits

I've just wrestled with death Thursday morning (Jan. 22) and thought it was the end of me. I've just seen death before my eyes. The powerful name of Jesus brought me back to life. Thank God for a new gift of life...

   I'm not feeling good these past days with heaviness on my neck and shoulder parts..and occasional jolting on my stomach pushing the lower part of my heart with pressured pains. That night of Wednesday just before I went to bed I over ate but I can not fight with my sleepiness....it was a mistake that I let the flesh won that moment....I didn't even asked for protection....
   I really don't know what happened exactly that early morning but I was struggling with the spirit of death...a heavy black being pressing me.... I made a fight, I shout... my wife Bhel panicked, I heard her caling Elijah, my son jump at me with my wife wrestling me to settle dawn... I was fighting....Elijah described me later as a sort of reptilian creature that time.... my eyes bulging and all veins protruding like that of Hulk. 
   I was yelling but they said I was only groaning.... I can feel the spirit wanting to take me...it was throwing me to the wall... my son and Bhel trying to pin me to bed.  They locked me.... for the very first time in my life I've been this afraid...scared face to face with death... my spirit yearning, my own flesh power was nothing...then I heard Bhel murmuring "In Jesus name." repeatedly.....
   Yes "Jesus" my consciousness realized  and recognized My Lord. I respond "Yes, In Jesus name" twice...immediately the angel of death left me... I was sweating and crying all over me.... 
   .... and I vomit..... it was a relief..... Jesus Christ name.
  I've just experience the power of God once again. Amen. 

  And that's the difference of those people with faith in God. This morning I heared the next door neighbor yelling and shouting.... They were hysterical. Their brother died.... they said he was groaning that morning too....could be a nightmare too like I had experience... it was an agonizing moment which perhaps God allowed me to experience.  

   Psalm 23 never felt more meaningful to me once again.... it's good to know that I have weapon with me.... against the work of enemies and I can even conquer death. I prayed.....the simplest prayer coming from the heart. 



   Thank you once again Father GOD. In Jesus Name. 

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

The Final Duty

The final duty of men is Love. In our everyday inter-action we must constantly be in the state of Pure Love. Doing good and being kind is not enough.

   We can give alms to the poor without Love. We can perform excellent job without Love. We can help an old lady cross the street without Love. We can like all the Facebook status without Love. We can even do amazing humanitarian work with No Love. And sometimes people pray without Love.
   Jesus actually summarizes the 10 Commandment into just two fold of Love: Love God above all then Love your neighbor. 
   In the Last Discourse of Jesus in The Book of John He gave a puzzling commandment. Why did He call "Love one another as a new commandment"?  Did it means that There was no Loving one another in the Old testament? It was obvious that Commandment 3 onwards to 10 was about Loving another so what was Jesus talking about? 
   The answer is by simply looking at the exact word in John 13: 33-36
‘Little children, I am with you only a little longer. You will look for me; and as I said to the Jews so now I say to you, “Where I am going, you cannot come.” I give you a new commandment, that you love one another. Just as I have loved you, you also should love one another. By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another.’ Simon Peter said to him, ‘Lord, where are you going?’
"Just as I Love you"!  That's the New Commandment.... Jesus is and was in a constant state of love... even when He overthrew those tables at God's temple, it was done because He care so much for their soul. He even gave up His life because of this Love. 

Illuminating Mode Again

Once more into research, reading mode and reaffirming my Faith in God. 



   I've been trying to create and set the mood for my artistry these past days....after Lady Samurai I guess I've reach certain level of plateau.... the enthusiasm to do portrait isn't there.... I'm on a Pause mode. Although I did a couple of brush and pencil stroke....

   My digicam broke.... it doesn't even reach a full-month of service. Now I have to look for someone who can repair it. 

   Who would want an argument against millions of hallucinating fanatics? I dare not say anything about it.... I remain silent. But who will tell them if we silence the truth? Maybe we should pray more often for the lost and it is my focus now to Soul-Winning. 


   The not so cooperative internet signal on my area since 2015 enters pushes me search other sites.... pages that I have not visited lately since I've focus on my artistry last year. This year is very significant on my Christian life..... I just knew it, something big is being concocted out there by the globalist. I have not written down anything on Wisdom of a Fool blog except copy pasting info I've seen on most of my research sites and they are not many.... perhaps I need to reflect some more, since I've been into secular advancement than that of my heavenly destiny. 
   Perhaps I've freezes somehow and be more loose in accepting another person's view about God and salvations. Yet, recently after reading I realized it is not helping in the sharing of true Gospel of the Kingdom of God. 

   There hasn't been so many project to loosen up...I emptied the end part of January for 4S activities and the promises of the business elite group could actually change the path from where I should be going. It could mean abandonment also of some basic practices.... but it shouldn't be the case. I can not lost my salvation. Never. 
   I can not recall also how many months I've last went to JIL service.... but I always pushes my family to be there for the Word of God. Their level of understanding about religion is still minimal and that of a babe, and so it's okay to let it be just for now. Eventually, I wish they would come to discover the true face of the wicked world we live in. Some people take the Word of The Lord less seriously. 

   The center of my life isn't about Art but it has always been my desire to serve and know God. To live according to His teaching. To understand wisdom and be called as true Children of God. Wisdom is very important in life. 

   Earlier my conscience tell me that I should give offering to God's church...but what church now that I have some doubt about my sect now? In fact, almost all religion and denominations had flaws. Where in the world is the real Church of God? 


   I don't have to imperil the life of my love one and friends becasue of my faith.... I knew my Christian mindset isn't going to be popular with the worldly pseudo-Christianity. And I should expect that persecution is inevitable and that I will be hated because of this strange mindset.... it is strange only because the general popular worldview was so distorted  it does not recognized the true Word of God. Jesus said, His own sheep hear his voice. It was the hardness of people heart that cloud the truth . They want convenience rather than salvation and service to God which require sacrifices and Laws to follow. 

   Am I clean? Not really... I have some faulty lifestyle too...and that I wish to correct, so I want to re-affirm my faith in God. To search for more or return to the old path of righteousness. Not worldly righteousness and humanitarian conduct but Godly perspective and wisdom.
   I will wait for your work in me.... OH LORD GOD. 



Monday, January 19, 2015

Reflecting on The 10th Part Principles

Just as there are 10 Commandments there's what I like to call the 11th commandment. The giving of the tenth part from all of your increase or gain for God's kingdom here on Earth.  That is giving for the Glory of GOD.
Bring the whole tithe into the storehouse, that there may be food in my house. Test me in this,” says the Lord Almighty, “and see if I will not throw open the floodgates of heaven and pour out so much blessing that there will not be room enough to store it.-- Malachai 3:10
   I was somewhat neutral on this issue.... since I don't think this commandment is necessary for a person's salvation, you can still go to heaven without observing this. But I guess if you wish to be materially bless so that you can bless other people too, this principle is absolutely very helpful. We must also put in mind that God want a cheerful giver that's an important ingredients when giving alms or tithe. Now the idea of being a cheerful giver sometimes need assurance that after giving we will actually receive more than what we gave. It is always hard to give when you are also needy, so perhaps God devise a reciprocal method like the cause and effect of freely giving...even just the tenth part of our income. What comes up must come down. 
   Now there is this verse recorded in Malachai 3:10 that we can even prove or test God. It is also a challenge to a person who want to disprove the God of the Bible. 

   Loving money can be both root of all evil or of all good. Now that I understand that all truth is somehow half truth I now realized that practically everything that man thought or imagine to be true or absolute are just part or element of the bigger truth. 

    Money or currency came to civilization as a form energy exchange. Actually it is an oath or a promise...it is not the good itself but just a representation of what you actually reserve somewhere else.  

After-Thought


   Now lately I've been into thinking some of the misfortunes and random bad luck that I've been experiencing. It shouldn't be the case...well the easily going out of money as if it just slip my hands in a twinkling of an eye can not be happening to me. Then there's also material malfunction that came out of the blue that need to be repaired. An urgent bill to pay...or the useless purchases. it doesn't make sense we you became aware already of good fortune by simply willing it to happen. 
   Perhaps I need to re-think once again this very important issue after all if I wish to target a greener pasture this year onwards.... 

   Only give when you are feeling positive and joyous. Also avoid giving when you are in a state of negativity or upset. The energy you send is more important than the gift itself. That is the reason why God want a cheerful giver. 

   It could be that despite the material blessings that I've been harvesting lately, I still feel I'm lacking something...and now I come to realized that I've been absent from giving to church services and that the cheerful sharing of blessing is as important as receiving them. 

   The strength of intent is vital also....a lukewarm wish brings confusion of both negative and positive intentions therefor it gives clouded results or answers. I should never stop praying until I get my wishes and desires...once a prayer stops on certain request...it means you do not desire it much and the universe will interpret it as a passing desire. When we pray unceasingly into certain request, God will review this wish and perhaps edit them to what is best for you. Some request may not be best for your well-being but if you keep desiring it and make yourself aware of it's positive result... a re-package wish will flash on your mind. All positive and negative force gets equivalent result....sometime more than what you intended.  

Reflections:
   You can not out give God! It is as simple as the Law of Cause and Effect. What comes up must come down. When you bless The Heavens the Heavens will pour down its blessings in you. 
For those who do not believe in God, He actually declared a very striking challenge to prove Him. 
Malachai 3:10 declares " Bring the whole tithe into the storehouse, that there may be food in my house. Test me in this,” says the Lord Almighty, “and see if I will not throw open the floodgates of heaven and pour out so much blessing that there will not be room enough to store it."






Wednesday, January 14, 2015

When Brains Collide


Allow me to mentally process what transpire recently... Dignity and courage were the true measure of a man. 

Just how much are you willing to fight for a cause?
   It was an eye-opener....that it isn't about money nor prestige that matter in this world but dignity. Some heroes are actually villain in disguise. It hurts to hear the truth and pride could suck you in...for a purpose that doesn't mean a thing. In everything there are reasons....most of them valid...at least, for now.
   The learned argue causes while the fools decide them. 

   Recently there had been much controversy going on inside 4S. Finally Pops decided to remove Aubrey from the site...it's a good decision since she had been very inconsistent from the start and had hidden agenda within the group. Now there's no way I would get my prizes. The 4 Season tournament had been a sham and I just wasted my energy on that contest. After more than a year, her maneuvering had to be stop.  

   I prefer not to linger on bad things for this year...I am more concern now in upgrading my artistry and it's a good start for me this year since my Sirena version came as one of the 12 finalist. My facepainting gig too was becoming more and more popular here in Laguna. 

   I was not able to update more often due to slow connection via internet... I guess I even wasted buying Sun wi-fi for a thousand bucks. 




Do you not realized how consuming this passion we had for arts? The hunger to buy and test every materials and medium. Then you spend years on trials and errors coupled with sleepless nights. Some even go to formal training to learn a few tricks. Also the need to attend exhibitions or join contest to gain contacts and connections with spices of regrets for not trying and frustrations for trying.
Then people close to you will accuse you of not getting a real job. 

Ahhh the price you have to pay for following your heart. <3 font="">

Sunday, January 4, 2015

God Bless The Children


I'll be sharing some of the pics from 4S Christmas Party....our free workshop and gift-giving for the Less fortunate children of Marilao, Bulacan. I can not talk much because since last week I'm having bad internet connection due to the windy breeze.... plus my very tight these past days. I feel so bless ☺
The event happened last December 28-29, 2014... 










Thursday, January 1, 2015

2015 The Year of Expansion and Greatness !

Isn't it a good sign when you see your name 
Beautiful things start within the mind....the purest intentions of your soul are manifested outward. All reality start from choices and intentions. The reverse of all positive thoughts are negative vibes which is also true. Perceptions of anything good or bad are always half-truth. If we teach our heart and mind to see both side of the truth we get the whole picture...the perfect realities. Everything we had in mind are coupled with possibilities and impossibilities. What we had in mind are always in the form of assumptions and guesses....until it became real when we acted on it. 
   What you don't know is not real and a non-entity....everything outside our mindset are false doctrine and principles. To harness this ability to co-create the world we live in, I am now once again re-directing my brainwave to build a world the way I want it to be. Not the previous thought creations where I have allowed the ruling of evil thoughts most of the times. I will be spending my days and nights creating a perfect world for me. The way I plan it to be.... 

  There is only one sense, the sense of feeling. All other senses are different forms of the same sense. Everything is light, everything is sound, everything is touch, everything is smell, everything is taste and everything is feeling.

   There is a Universal Consciousness that permeates and connects everything in the universe. Therefore, our thoughts can literally affect the things around us.

One Big Connecting Vibration
   Knowing that all sensory stimulus are vibrations helps you to understand how cross sensory perception works. You can hear the loudness of color and see the brightness of sound. People can have good or bad tastes in art and music. You can taste what you smell and smell what you see. Dolphins see the ocean scape with sonar while bats see in darkness with echo. You can see the shape of a baby in a womb with ultrasound.

   Thank you so much Father God....In Jesus Christ name I will always acknowledge your authority above everything else. My delight will always be your wishes and command.