Wednesday, February 15, 2017

My Angel Encounter

I'll tell you a true story of my encounter with an Angel. You heard it right, I've met a lot of them....and this time he was in human form. 
I'm going to tell this as short as I can and go directly to the encounter itself. One night my co-workers and I met a motor accident...three of us on a two wheeler motorbike, it happened so fast that we hardly knew why we glide in the air, something just hit us or we hit something lying on the road... none of us was really badly hurt except that we had wounds and scracthes because we slide on the asphalt road between 5-10 meters away from the point of impact.
I thought all of us were okay, so we resume riding but my friend has to stop because he notice something was wrong on the front wheel. 
Then I've felt there is something sticky on my face down to my mouth, I wiped it and it was was bleeding nostril was oozing with's not stoping. My shirt was drench down to my pants...I remember my nose hit the helmet of my friend, I was in the middle... I have to supress the bleeding using my shirt...
Then came a huge man, about six feet tall, wearing a jacket and a baseball cap that I can't barely see his vision were blurry perhaps due to the amount of blood that was flowing on my face. This stranger asked what happened to us. 
Then he said "Ang daming dugo umaagos sa ilong mo, patingin nga?" (You have lots of blood flowing from your nose, can I see it?)
To my surprise he didn't just look at it but snapped the bridge of my nose that I can clearly hear the cartilege or bone ticking. Then he assured me that the bleeding will stop now and nothing serious because it was just dislocated. 
He explain that he was a Boxing coach and trainer and have seen lots of nose bleeding, he hurriedly left us, and advise us to be careful... 
It was about 2 or 3Am, he cross the street from were he came (by the way, this is at Olivarez complex, BiƱan) and I was not even able to thank him. No words came out of my mouth. I didn't realized instantly that he was an Angel..only upon reaching our house that I've realized he was God-sent. 
There are Human-Angels (human who act like angels) and Heavenly Angels ready to minister anyone. I've seen a lot of them in various instances, especially during those time of great need. 
is He a human-angel or just plain angel? I'm not really sure. 
Glory to GOD

This you must remember regarding how TRUE they are (if you are Christians... by the way, Muslims believe in Angels too) 

in Hebrews 13:2 we can read...
"Don't forget to show hospitality to strangers, for some who have done this have entertained angels without realizing it!"


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A subconscious peacefulness should be happening during the process of creating an artwork...that's how we must focus. I took a pause whenever that feeling of blissfulness turns into an unfathomable lonesomeness. Like a tear from an explosions of extreme happiness... sometimes it became too serene my mind wanders, jumping from one emotion into is inevitable to feel LONELY when you are being one with yourself. 

I simply let the FEELING settles on my heart. I never ignore an emotion that is trying to capture my continue working would be a waste of energy and you'll only run around in circle this way. A waste of resources too. 

Take some time to reflect....even God himself rested on the 7th day after creation. 

"....and God saw that it was good."
( I'm hibernating for awhile so you haven't seen me very active lately.....but very much into my art as usual. A glimpse of my latest work-in-progress )

Saturday, February 11, 2017

Do You Still Want to be an Artist?

Are you really SURE you want to be an Artist? 

You CAN NOT be an artist if you do not know how to dance with LONELINESS....a creative process triggers our SENSITIVITY...that tranquilizer effect slows down the heartbeat so that we can listen to our brain more clearly.... a feeling of helplessness draw us closer to our inner self....searching for answers OUTSIDE THE BOX means we are entering a realm outside the NORMAL is an alien feeling... the only possible reaction any human can come up at this moment is DEPRESSION and FEAR, the mimicking of being deprive, left-out, hated, uncertainty, alone, among others are simultaneously occuring in a Creative mind... 

ARTIST BLOCK happens and must happen so that we can re-enter again that Moment of HELPLESSNESS, of being useless, of being unimportant, of being uncreative.... and by allowing these feeling to happen we can TRIGGER once again our Survival Instinct..... to be CREATIVE or else die out as a purposeless soul. 

And besides there's this REALITY of Life's challenges which includes rejection and failures that can add up to a person's frustation. Those are the things we call Spices of Life and a truly creative person can MAGNIFY these situation.

Understand the Great Power you have at your doesn't come worry-free. It's a long lonely road....are you ready for the challenges? 

Artist's are lovers...if you can not survive The path to Loneliness.... better get another job that will constantly make you Happy. -- Fher Ymas 

“The art of effective aloneness includes the understanding that solitude is necessary for the creative gain.”-- Robert Genn 

“Most progress comes out of loneliness.”-- Bruce Barton

AND so why did God design the Artist this way, always in constant struggle to overcome Depression? 

Because the ability to CREATE can boost our self-esteem and might becomes a full-blown PRIDE!

Wednesday, February 8, 2017

Don't punish yourself trying hard to be original...
Just be yourself and always respect those above and under you.
"Commit your work unto The LORD
and your thoughts shall be established." -- Proverbs 16:3

It's good that I have better signal now....I can log on this site again. Too much politics we had in here so we can not hope for better internet experience. Well, anyway that gave me sometime to renovate my work-space....

Last Monday's session at ArtKai Gallery.... 

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Is there really art in nudity? Everything is all in the mindset...for me I have overcome these peril on my eyes.... all was purity in the art. I don't know about the others. 

The heavens declare the glory of God;
And the firmament shows His handiwork. -- Psalm 19:1

Saturday, February 4, 2017

Not a 24/7 Artist

Image may contain: shoes I no longer had a  little boy but a young man in Elijah and I must admit that reality that he will soon be on his own... can not push my choices on him. He is right now on his stage of new exploration...wandering and trying crazy stuff....hormonal changes.... 
God, time move so little girl Elyona too is starting to act an adult....but still very much boyish and more incline to masculine things. But I know she's not a tomboy... she just have this rebel type of personality. 

I'm not an Artist most of the time.... I spend most of my time managing the house since Bella's the one who had a regular job. Although I've often neglect these house chores or at least gave mandate to my kids to do them.... they just don't obey very easily but still I can say they are pretty much normal and not real threat to mankind.  I'm trying to balance their experience of youth...they are learning the art quite well unlike me who stayed indoor most of the time when I was young. Both of my kids are sporty which I terribly failed.... and being streetwise was something that I have not mastered.... creating contacts this way was perhaps vital....not pushing them too much on getting high grades...just enough education.... at least a little security for whatever may come.  The school system is rigged by the way so i don't want them to be swallowed too deep on the hole. 

I myself was bellow average...and disinterested on acquiring medals and trophy...I just have enough Mathematics and Sciences to bring me for the next day....and besides most of the real educations that I have came from my own initiative to know. I guess this self-taught attitude ways had helped me a lot to discover Realities... and who are commanding worldly consciousness.
I am not in anyway trying to be a father to Zander, he came already formed....but thank God he function outside the fences.

Elyona was harder to tame...she is more of spirited and individualistic....the true artist among the three. She can invent things and know how to get what she want. 

God, always guide them. 

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Trying to ALTER or RE-DESIGN your partner's mindset or lifestyle is not the purpose of a creative process mistakenly labelled as jealousy..... Lovers had often misunderstood JEALOUSY as a negative feeling but actually it is a creative PROCESS so that we can think of a MORE ARTISTIC way to love our partner or else somebody MORE Loveable might come her or his way.... Jealousy is there Not to CONTROL another person but to trigger our imagination to truly LOVE. 

Loving and Caring is an Art.... and Jealousy reminds us to be more Creative. 

Monday, January 30, 2017

Our Final Frontier

The Bible is not a collection of Status update but a Book! Come on, don't sporadically drop a verse to defend or stress your point.
The essence of a Book is about its story...not on beautiful quotes. It is good to memorize verses to remind us on somethings.... 
but would it be a lot better if we understand the whole story?
Remember, not everything written in the Bible applies to everybody....some are personal or intended on specific situation, for specific audiences, and to a specific time and place.
The Bible is about Man and his or her relationship with God.
I have written my relationship and story with God too, sometimes here on my status update...but obviously you are not going to quote me and make them a doctrine right?
How about the Story of my life as a Christian, perhaps it is something worth mentioning right? Worth testifying? Worth sharing? I hope so...

Miss Universe 2017
Iris Mittenaere
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21 FAQ about Flat Earth

Saturday, January 28, 2017

Stay Still

The Bible is not a collection of Status update but a Book, it is sad that some people had to divide it into two; the Old and New Testament...when in fact, it is suppose to be a Single book where one can observe the unfolding of event and story line but take note NOT chronologically, and the worst is some people have to dissect it into verses too.

Those sporadic and random quoting of verses is where most people misquoted what the author truly meant. Read it like any other ordinary book so you don't get out of context.

For me, the Scriptures is a Single book inspired by God and written by various men from different era. 

It is a Story of men and his relationship with God. Basically a Historical record. The book of Job even allow the words of the Devil to be written, so don't say outright that everything in it is The Word of God. Yes, the Devil was given a space in the book to share his thoughts and concept. Go check for yourself. 

It is inerrant but not complete. In fact there are OTHER books outside of our modern Bible that are not included in the collections but are quoted by some of the Authors like the book of Enoch. 

Think it this way, I have my own story with my relationship with God too but obviously it wont be included in the Bible. I could write some doctrine in it, does it applies to everybody? Maybe yes and maybe no... but the point is, it is True to my experience as a God-fearing person.

Now to take a verse or a phrase and transform them into a Doctrine is something every follower must put to test. Because obviously some or should I say MOST of what was written in it isn't for everybody.

in the visible physical world, Lines and Shapes were just SUGGESTED interpretation of the brain.... but in reality, FORM were created from various degree of Lights and Shades...the common mistake of Newbie is to Look for Lines but the Trained-eyes observe Only Light and Shadows.

Our physical body can remember by way of habit what you regularly do.... I was able to bypass sketching because my hand has already installed the necessary stroke from the info given by the experiences of my eyes...teach your eyes to SEE.... that's where it must begin.

My recollection of the year that was would be late... one by one I will try but can promise all the details... somehow the need to blog again has been more meaningful and important once again....

I was thinking now, why this info is coming seems, although Flat earth is true there is also something we should be very cautions though....
Science is a false belief is a Lie.....they don't mind the minor detail that wont expose too much about God...but when it comes to thing as Big as The Flat Earth itself....they will be more than willing to destroy anyone that gets in the way. They Milk big amount of money by controlling the info...that's how the Milky Way was created. 

The Bible is not a collection of Status update but a Book! Come on, don't sporadically drop a verse to defend or stress your point.
The essence of a Book is about its story...not on beautiful quotes. It is good to memorize verses to remind us on somethings.... 
but would it be a lot better if we understand the whole story?
Remember, not everything written in the Bible applies to everybody....some are personal or intended on specific situation, for specific audiences, and to a specific time and place.
The Bible is about Man and his or her relationship with God.
I have written my relationship and story with God too, sometimes here on my status update...but obviously you are not going to quote me and make them a doctrine right?
How about the Story of my life as a Christian, perhaps it is something worth mentioning right? Worth testifying? Worth sharing? I hope so...
God bless everyone!!!

Michael Tellinger is a South African author, archeologist and politician. In 2005 he published the book Slave Species of God based on the writings of Zecharia Sitchin, which propounded an ancient astronaut theory of human origins.

Thursday, January 26, 2017

Name Recall and The Planet we Live in

Beloved, believe not every spirit, but try the spirits whether they are of God: because many false prophets are gone out into the world. -- 

1 John 4:1-5King James Version (KJV)

Image may contain: 1 personYou'll never look at the world the same way again.... Hey! I thought these people are crazy....why on Earth would these people intentionally dumb themselves, are they really serious about these nonsense.
And so I thought... 

I had some chest has become more piercing in a suspecting way... 

Flat Earth really does matter after I've carefully weigh all the evidences and Logic why it has to be reveal during the end times. Atheist are now accepting the inerrant inspiration of the Bible and therefor turning back to his or her Creator. 
I know it sounds nutty but the Earth "could" be truly flat.... you can find resources on this matter, just open up your mind and forget about what you've learn in school especially in modern science. We've been dupe.... anyway, I'm not going to push you to agree on me...conspiracies or not I'm convince that it was indeed the biggest grand deception..... 
Why it 'could' be flat.... I just need a little more inspiration from the Bible.... how the issue turn out to be religious or its implication to our very existence became at stake here caught my attentions. 
When I first had a glimpse of these videos while surfing the net I simply ignore them, I thought this was way far too ridiculous that the so called Conspiracy theories ever concocted, I can believe the existence of a Group of evil people wanting to control the world but a Flat Earth?

But as days goes by, I've been seeing a growing number of these videos coming from my subscriptions (well my internet footprint has always been tuned on these area) so I can no longer bypass this one and have a look....
I know how the whole routine works.... the beat, the sound effects, the presentations of fact and fallacies, etc.... indoctrination was easy if you have no awareness of it. 
A few questions raises that got me really interested.... 1. We had no real pictures of Earth, what we are seeing coming from NASA were rendered by an Artist. 2. Gravity isn't a Law but a theory to explain away another theory. 3. Fake space explorations. 4. How the Globe earth was tied with the occult, 5. That there are many versions of the Globe that contradicts. 6. How the Earth, moon, stars behave is beyond comprehension, the speed, velocity, etc...
There are a lot of point that I've been considering, rather the Flat Earthers are more convincing than the defenses of  the Globalist. Once you think about it, the education we had about Science were more likely a Fairy Tale than true science.   
I've also check the Bible and the Holy Spirit leads me to various confirmation. Earth is a Close system, I remember, so that Fallen angels wont escape our atmosphere.... How about the Firmament, is it the same as Ether? 

At first I begun to Post questions on my Fb wall in a form of silly questioning like, why those small birds have no trouble flying contrary to the Moon orbiting us, Einstein space time fabric seems to be selective having a mind of its own to let small fishes swim while it was also strong enough to curve the ocean? 
If the Earth is then spinning then why not just let an Airplane float and wait for the destination to appear below then land. 
So who took those pictures of Milky way and other galaxies if we can't even take picture of the Globe?

When I search the scriptures, God lead me to the very first chapter, which make sense...   

And God said, Let there be firmament 'IN" the midst of the water.... Gen 1:6
Let there be lights "IN" the firmament of the heaven....Gen. 1:14
Who can number the clouds in wisdom? Or who can stay the BOTTLE of heaven? ..... Psalm 38:37

I would rather have Questions that can not be answered
Than Answers that can not be question. 

If creating artworks is No longer just a hobby to you and you've declared in your heart that you will penetrate that Art world you've been dreaming of, whether as a vocation, vision, as a profession or source of income then you MUST take Branding seriously. The imitation stage must come to an end for you or you will just be another Generic artist. 

Aim for that Name Recall every Established Artist had carved for themselves. NO!!!! Don't give too much attention to that Master Level, they were given by the public not yours to design.

Like I've always said "Work as a Master but remain an Amateur in your Heart."

Focus on things that you have the power to alter or magnify. Be Seen and Be Heard. Know who's who and learn to identify places to go. Create a body of work that will identify Ana as Ana and Pedro as Pedro. It is when they see your work they No longer need to see the signature and knew instantly that they are yours. 
This generation is so Lucky because Name Recall is easier now via the cyber space...take advantage of it. No need to tell you that it is NOT a walk in the is more often than not a very lonely and frustrating road.
By the way, it is perfectly alright to be A Generic Artists, they are as effective as the Known Brand. 
Lastly, if all else fail.... come back to me and Let's start a Frustrated Artist Guild. Hahaha!!! 
What I really mean is, Just persevere... no effort is ever wasted if it is Done in Love.
Above All, Have Faith in God.... or if you don't have, respect a Greater power than yours.

Isaiah 13:10King James Version (KJV)

10 For the stars of heaven and the constellations thereof shall not give their light: the sun shall be darkened in his going forth, and the moon shall not cause her light to shine.

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Wednesday, January 25, 2017

Our Internet Footprints

I was trying to analyze my Internet Footprints... these are the pages that you usually open, the topic you discuss, the videos you spend enormous amount of time to watch, those links can easily tell about your Personality and Lifestyle.
Top of my list would be about The Bizarre, Faith, Sciences and only a fraction about Arts and very little about Movies. I always wanted to be a Marine Biologist, but I have never learn to swim. Hahaha. So that explain why I used to have Eight large fish tanks.
Anyways, just this morning I've realized that if God would judge mankind...perhaps He would simply open The Book of Life and see our Life Footprints very easily.... in fact, with the enormous numbers of Angels watching over us, they can simply testify for or against us.
So as I was saying, there are CCTV up there on the Firmament so be very careful how you deal with fellow citizen of the world.

I will always be an Amateur

work in progress as Collectective Manifest 4

So it's 2017, I'll try to update you after my long absence here.... of course I had been busy during the holiday season with my facepainting stint. I'm not sure if I will be able to load here the pictures since my PC brokedown.

Not so long ago, I had a talk with an Artist who feel frustrated and rejected.... that feeling of rejection only came after He decided to be a Professional artist. I told him "But you were so passionate when you were just a hobbyist."
That's the whole essence of being An Artist.... once you convert your PERSONAL Passion to Ambition or That inner calling to SERVE the world. You must also prepare yourself of Rejections and Trials.
So I told him "Fher, remain an Amateur in your heart."

So many things have to be written down to update you what had happened to me these past days or even months..... a lot of new realizations.... perhaps a complete turn around to how I perceive the world now. Not just a simple change of mind set.... first, why I have not log anything was due to the fact that my internet signal dropped for some unknown reason as December last year came... I bought a new device hoping it would solve the issue, the old Smartbro stick anyway was from antiquity...the very first plug-it internet device that came out. So I had now a Pocket Wi-Fi... but Then my keyboard gave up too...then before the new year starts the CPU bogged down.... I thought it was a simple OS problem but my technician told me it was the motherboard itself. Now that was something... so it cost me roughly Php 2K to have it fix....well it has become now an old new since the casing and other stuff was changed too...anyway, it feels like I earn just to throw them on unnecessary expenditures.

We had lots of schedule at Party Bitz the holiday season of course and now I wonder where did all the money go? I was commissined once again by Attorney L Rae. Now she has become my Christmas client. Good luck symbol to end the year....and yes I have another... a family portrait.... 4 faces another first for me... also by the way, another first ever commissioned work that I was allowed freely to explore was the "Collective Manifest 3"  it's now there in Hong Kong....

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Speaking of series work I also begun working on Flooded Memoir series and now working on my 2nd and 3rd item. The first one was selected by Norbing Villez to be included in the Art magazine, oh I forgot the exact name...anyway I have to wait for that issue.

Have I mentioned already about the exhibit in Baguio City? Anyway, the show organized by Let's Paint  2nd time around.... and below was the works that I've shown there....


Been active also now with our regular Monday art session at Art-Kai where I was able to bond with Zander little by little...


The first show for 2017 was by Freedom Art Society in Conspiracy Bar...

This year I also started my Fansign portrait challenge  and here's what it is all about, starting first with fellow artisans...

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as of now I had 23 posted on my FB....

Random Thoughts and Senseless Beauty

It is not your conscious mind that creates reality; it only chooses a reality you would like to believe. Art appreciation relies on mindset, change your feelings and you can alter your reality. Perception is a learned phenomena and that is what I’m trying to share in my artwork.

Just capture whatever you can, following your feelings at the moment. Is it Music? Anger? Pain? Love? Poetry? Or Parody? Name them as you wish. …presume you understand, have faith and believe in you own judgment…then come back a few more days later and see the same information in a whole new light. Such is an excellent way to consume an Artwork. 

That is the motivation behind my Sporadic Random Thoughts and those enthusiastic gathering of Senseless Beauty in my Art. It’s a beautiful mess isn’t it?

And here we go, the Flat truth...which I have openly hinted on a little debate in my FB account. I will discuss these matter soon....

Note: two works were submitted for Baguio show the other one is "Van Gogh's Bargain" I just can't find the picture right now since I'm still on the process of changing permissions for my files. 

Thursday, January 19, 2017

The Foolsihness of the World

I will tell you something Children of God, whenever you Learn or Discovcer something (because knowledge HAS increase) ask your conscience "Where is God on these?"
If it draws you closer to God, cling to are IN the Kingdom of God.
For Atheist, stay where you will recognize God during this Tribulation times because Religion has Not clouded your delusion.
The Saints will complain "Why those who discover God last has became first?"
I can't tell you the exact reason why God decided so but here was a verse that I have sculpted in my heart many years ago...
"Beware, lest any man spoil you through philosophy and vain deceit, after the TRADITION of men, after the RUDIMENTS of the world,
and NOT after Christ...." Colossian 2:8 
Here's a clue: Remove ALL the EDUCATION you have gathered from the World, in all these years especially the Google knowledges, the Wikipedia definitions, and the Cyber gospels and simply follow your Heart, because God has not left you know what is Right and Wrong. Where is your heart? In your COMMON SENSE....
Enjoy the world. Welcome to your Life...there's no turning back...