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LAST 10 minutes of your Life is

Whether you believe in God or not, All the things that will ENTER your mind during the LAST 10 minutes of your Life is the True meaning of Life. 
"Is there Life after death?"
"Have I given enough Love to everyone, especially my family?" "Am I going to heaven?" Because All of us, I believe will have DOUBT about the Life we HAD lived during those Last moment. Everything will be about the REAL things we CARE about....our SELF and those we LOVE. Everything will be about Loving yourself and others....(even if you don't believe in God) because during that last 10 minutes you aren't even sure you will be Resurrected.  Pause and Think on those for a moment. That is exactly the Meaning of the 11th Commandment of Christ, . that WE SHOULD LOVE ONE ANOTHER AS HE HAS LOVE US. It was the most PERFECT DEPARTURE order from Jesus Himself before He was crucified.  . There will be NO room for your mind to think about Success and Failures.You will not think about your R…

I can not just Fade into Nothing

 Fher Mission Ymas
I will continue....for what? Strange isn't it that I was somehow popular among artisan but virtually unknown in the art scene? It was probably my ranting and real talk....beside being truly talented. Without malice I can truly say that I am a raw talent....that has evolve in a very short span of time.     Filled with so many expectations....enormous amount of faith without a single drop of doubt but then I'm still a failure.     Today I've felt really consumed...all the vices that had crept in my systems are paying off....and slowly I can feel my decay....the pain and symptoms are becoming more intensified.     As much as I am developing to a true Sensei which upgraded in terms of visual impact, I can not create with ease anymore....since I'm already experiencing various signs of mismanaged aging.     Not now because it is too soon  to leave my children....I can not leave them without the assurance that they will survive.     The end of the World is alread…

Just Trying....

A popular nobody in an ocean of pageantry and vanities. I've been knocking...trying so very hard I can't finish the fight. I feel so low....

When in Baguio

I have to spend this much needed relaxation to refocus my visions about life....seems I'm draining my despite the expected budget which didn't materialized I still pursue this trip to Baguio City  even though I have to stretch my wallet.... The trip was worth it. I was able to see a different angle into where I am right now as an artist. The acceptance was far more important...that I am still virtually trying...struggling....known by some....respected perhaps....and seeing vanities.  The wasted years...and those things that I didn't tried... It was all enjoy the moment perhaps....and back to acceptance.... I saw that I have to re-invent style...and perhaps even my values.... Everything is possible....even failure. 
But I have a dream....or a ordination. Since birth I had been weave for these. Am I just concocting my prophetic status....Ah No, I've come to the point of wisdom where I no longer need anything materials as …