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The Lifting of the Veil continues to Where am I exactly

The struggling artist had died but not the artist...the dream faded but somehow still hopeful and yet everything for the artist now is immaterial. The joy after all is being an artist in itself...the gift is nothing compared to the gratitude that lingers are  what truly matters...we keep memories as a human soul. We are here to learn and grow after all.

   Everything is temporary anyway. This is not about giving up but letting go, as I've said the "Acceptance" phase. The joy of the Lord is my strength. 

  When you realized the true nature of yourself and how near YaHuWaH God's throne really is you will have better understanding and appreciation of His love for all that He has created...and that YaHuWaH God indeed had place man at the center. 

   We are important, and how important is very much surprising for this artist. The special position we Filipinos hold in this grand drama of life...of Battle between Good and Evil...and it all started in the Place of Creation itself. God chosen people. We are The God Culture. 
   There are things therefor that we must bear no matter what...a soldiers duty...while we are here on Earth as a temporal life...to learn and grow. 

   Don't keep too many material goals and simply life by the daily task. 

  

Paradoxical Musing (detail)

Oil on 9" X 12" paper

2018

My Birthday Acceptance

So where am I? The 10th of July just passes by like any other ordinary day. Last year I've come to my Golden year and it was a Great Awakening...awakening of a different level. The process took days and months and now into years before I've finally understand "Acceptance" of a different level as well. Awakening in the Matrix was easier to write down but acceptance was a bit harder...there would be bouts of resistance. 

   Being a Christian or a true son of God, as a truth seeker who love wisdom has its drawback. Learning the fact that we are in a world ruled by the wicked. 

♫ ♪ We don't have the power but we never say never...♪♫  

   Our struggle after all was not against ordinary mortals or simple worldly things but the truth lies beyond the normal senses...which is by the way, what we call paranormal was actually  that reality in effect as of this moment and since time immemorial, yet  all of these is being cover up. So what is my chance in a world where I can not fit in?  

   I'm still on a journey of learning and more importantly unlearning the indoctrination of the beast system...I guess the learning would be never ending by the way...at least for this lifetime...I suppose. 

   Acceptance of carrying my own cross. I wouldn't go into detail for now as I am now writing a new book condensing all the years of my life, specifically perhaps on these passing thru these phase of Awakening and Accepting...                     By the way, I've wrote a special journal on my Golden awakening...and perhaps I would blog some excerpts about it one of these days.                             Categorically this blog isn't my platform to discuss these matter...although it is part of my Life's story yet it's far too remote to give details here which was solely dedicate to the ordinary spin of my daily communication with people that surrounds me. Yes, it's too complex but if you wish you can check this out on "Wisdom of a Fool" if you can handle the truth.  

   As you all knew I am not aiming anymore to gain any recognition at all in the art scene...if such so happened, well it's good but I've come to that point that it's no longer relevant to me. Hope didn't die at all, it's a personal thing between my relationship with God. I am here for a greater purpose than being a renown figure in the art arena. 

   I create better artwork now...gain knowledge and techniques along the way. Understood somehow the ins and outs of it. Done these, done that...what have I to do than pursue wealth or fame inevitably? It just isn't me. Not wasn't for me...but I can not be. I've been trying all these years to gain the approval of the world when I am not with the world. 

   Made myself a name somehow...if that would console me. I can't go on anymore to reach some more peak, if I had reached one... I would just burden my heart or stray....

   This is my journey....I better own it.   

 

   

  

Road to Damascus

"Be happy for this moment. This moment is your life." -- Omar Khayyam

'Though I will at any given time defend my faith, views, and beliefs, I have decided to no longer initiate an argument or respond to issue which I disagree with...unless they really want to hear my side. Come to that point where I no longer need to feed any vanities in and around my ego. That intent should always be to bring the lost back to God's kingdom and not to destroy another person's character. I was once like them too...Like Apostle Paul I thought I'm doing great work for God by bashing heads and proving my theologies are better that others. The Gospel kind of love doesn't work that way...we are here as Believers who should be a perfect example of that Christ-like quality which forgive. What's  the use of discourse if we are not reaching any point of agreement but only more conflict? 

   As a Christian who also fell to the trap of world system....which are often disgusting Virtue Signalling and by far acting and behaving like Social Justice Warrior. I had been really thinking early this year what these are all about...what's the use? 
   The intent to Change but never to punish requires great amount of patience and that is one of the true real virtue...not just show of wits. 

   Below was my statement cum greetings from last years pagan holiday for my friends. These statement will reveal to you how my mindset changed. Instead of directly hurting their feelings I've showed them the true love of Our Father that they may be saved also. Let's not add further damage to these volatile issues. 

Dear Friends Greetings !!! Forgive me if I may not be able to return nor reply back from your warm greetings! 

I Thank Our Father, Yahuwah God for sending all of you into my life as my friends, mentors, and ministers...and that I will be reminded to pray constantly to keep all of you safe under the arms of His mercy for 2018 and years to come. I am looking forward to a more fruitful friendships with each and everyone. 

Thank you so much, I truly appreciate the LOVING intentions ♥♥♥ ...although I personally no longer observe such traditions, however, I welcome the Caring wholeheartedly. God Bless you and enjoy the rest of the Holy Days celebration which I know you truly intended to Our Dear Lord Christ Jesus.

"Though I am free of obligation to anyone, I make myself a slave to everyone, to win as many as possible. To the Jews I became like a Jew, to win the Jews. To those under the Law I became like one under the Law (though I myself am not under the Law), to win those under the Law. To those without the Law I became like one without the Law (though I am not outside the law of God but am under the law of Christ), to win those without the Law.…" -- 1 Corinthians 9:19-21 

A BLESSED BRAND NEW YEAR EVERYONE

 

I'll be discussing more on this issue because there's really some important urgent message behind that I've been trying to put together since January....so as to let you know that this article had been stuck for quite sometime. 

I've really been trying to redirect my mindset and focuses in life. And it seems I'm already getting used to it....having no worries of fulfilling dreams....I don't focus on vain things anymore but more on Heavenly matters. Just to take small step at a time....no regrets...no big failure. 

   The real battle is in and on the spiritual realm which really made more sense to me now. The literal meaning of these shall be dealt with on future articles. 

   Doing all these for my kids first, then my family, and of course friends....and the others. The truth is more than just strange...more often it is weird and once you truly see the flow of these heavenly and earthly stories you will come to realize that you can't help but cringe. Almost everything was fantastically ridiculous -- 

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Beyond the Material World

Recently you might have notice that my post was about psychic ability or more on the supernatural....something that has almost become a taboo for most sincere Christians. As I have shunned too any of these metaphysical phenomenon and principle because of its relationship to devil worshiper or the more senile version new age thinkers. Well, there is indeed some truth in it...but only because the devil has always been there to deceive and to keep us away from our true nature. The Supernatural has always been our world...the battle has always been about unseen forces...and they want that forces to remain hidden.  

   We are told not to lean on our own understanding and have total faith in Jesus by way of surrendering even our own logic thru faith. So what then is trusting in Him? 

   What does it really mean? Are we also told to be more discerning and to test every spirits? Total surrender to a voice within...if we are truly connected. 

   First, we are made in the image of God. Creative.  That capacity to envision  
  That aspect of being a Spiritual creature, made me think...and thinking further...by common sense...isn't it something that we must understand and analyze further? If God is a Spirit then we too are spirit beings? 
   That analogy I've made on water having different state of form...from turning to ice...to gaseous vapor...I think people are forgetting something and that we are water base also...which is in fact, on the sub-atomic level are invisible vibrating energies...no powerful microscope has seen that...those globe like neuron and electrons are just assumptions anyway...just like Earth. 

These are where we are heading after all...to grow, to be worthy of a life eternal. We will soon shed off this cocoon of material existence.