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| w.i.p. Eula |
This playfulness and randomness distort my skillful rendition. As I look how my contemporaries carefully treat their stages as an artisan with finesse, I've just saw myself a bit mediocre. Leveling even to the younger generation whose artistry are already going somewhere while I carelessly walk without aim.
I focus on multiple things....trying to achieve so many things at once. I produce more item this way but not extra ordinary as I did before during my younger years. As I turn to look at my collections, I really don't have something to showcase.
Once more I started another visual manuscript....Yes another one, almost an addiction despite the budget I have to allocate for these....sometimes it feels that what I earn on my art also goes to my art. Buying art materials on impulse whenever I had the money even if I have so many extras at home and even if I wont be needing them at once.
I'm into oil nowadays....since I have not fully explore it and the fact that it is more easy to maneuver. That portrait of Eula (fig.1) I should say will truly measure my skill because I've truly taken it seriously as a masterpiece....an obra which made me understand that if I really concentrate I can produce fine quality art. Thus, it has capture attention already 'coz I have two commissions now....
The urge to finish a piece at once sometimes becomes wasteful....not minding the expensive stuff....I sometimes experiment and goes into nothing.
I focus on multiple things....trying to achieve so many things at once. I produce more item this way but not extra ordinary as I did before during my younger years. As I turn to look at my collections, I really don't have something to showcase.
Once more I started another visual manuscript....Yes another one, almost an addiction despite the budget I have to allocate for these....sometimes it feels that what I earn on my art also goes to my art. Buying art materials on impulse whenever I had the money even if I have so many extras at home and even if I wont be needing them at once.
I'm into oil nowadays....since I have not fully explore it and the fact that it is more easy to maneuver. That portrait of Eula (fig.1) I should say will truly measure my skill because I've truly taken it seriously as a masterpiece....an obra which made me understand that if I really concentrate I can produce fine quality art. Thus, it has capture attention already 'coz I have two commissions now....
The urge to finish a piece at once sometimes becomes wasteful....not minding the expensive stuff....I sometimes experiment and goes into nothing.
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| Christian Development Center, Tagaytay City |
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| Villamor Airbase, Pasay City |
By the way, my new Art journal is label as "Laboratory of Random Code" which was perhaps the 16th Visual Manuscripts that I attempt to make again....will it be finish?
Now what's a real Artist's delight? To be able to do what I love doing....to fully express what is in my heart without too much thinking of the material gain. Well anyway, a monetary bonus would be very much welcome.
© Fher
