The Artist Frustrations

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PhotoIt's usually the first to get the impact of my moodswings...sometimes it suffers a lot during the process. My Visual manuscripts depict whatever happens to me. My art is me and therefore it reflects most especially on my art journals. 
   Again, just recently...there had been drastic and compulsive changes on these manuscripts. I actually destroyed some of it...from the 12 manuscripts, I trim it down into half...I was frustrated that day. The anger...the angst...the fear...

   Now after regaining my stance...and sanity perhaps, I decided to keep doing these inspite of everything.  





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