Communication Problem

While I was busy archiving my work on Tumblr, I think I should show you some of my latest pieces....nothing serious these past days.

   I think it's perfect timing to catalog my work, there is an unusual pain on my stomach that could kill me....Oh well, so far at this hour I've listed around 60 works already. 

Archiving of My Artworks

I can not keep all my work inside my hard drive....so for record purposes I have to dish them somewhere. Hopefully this would give ease to my future collectors and for those who will authenticate my work in case I'm gone. 

Fher Mission Ymas on Tumblr

New Blog and New Apprentice and New Works

It's not a portrait if you can not show the character and soul....
you are simply making an ID picture.

He is my new apprentice Amirjan Porras....

Back to My First Love

I borrowed my daughter's watercolor to test my hand on watercolor again....this one was based on Vince Roque's photo. 

Latest Pieces in Variant Mood

My mother said that what I'm doing are worthless....now, she's probably right.

Not The Usual Me

Can't face colorful pieces yet....and thanks I discover a Derwent charcoal and did some pieces...all basic and simplicity for now. Yet I can feel I'm not on my best form. 

   Well actually I have some work in acrylic with my new approach...

"Pag-Lisan"

"False Prophet"

Marking A New Shift

Sorties of A Struggling Artist

That would be the title of an upcoming visual manuscript, if ever....

   Once again I was thinking of creating another art journal. I've lost count already what I have with me... 14 or 15 unfinished manuscripts? All of those stuff were financially draining, for purpose I am not certain yet if it is worth the trouble.

   Clearing my mind would be the task I wish for myself in the aftermath of what might have been my big break. Although ahead there are promises...even grander hope.... most changes are often painful. 

   I woke up early today (April 12) cleaning my studio or just a tiny space in the kitchen. I have to do myself a favor.... 

We can be crucified between two thieves:

Regrets of the Past and Fear of the Future.

This below was my direct reaction during the aftermath of Art 55...the sketch underneath has so many detail but I was lead to an automatism of the heartache and disappointment...of the moment. 

   It was so painful, and there was no one to cling to...even Bella don't understand this stuff. Yet again, I must run the race and carry the torch. The light bearer is tired and his hands now shakes....

 

   Once again, while I was thinking of creating something else.....this resolution came...the escape to Im-Fher-sionism....it turn out to be admired, even by Maestro Bueno Silva. 

FHER YMAS