Showing posts from June, 2014

Charcoal Re-Loaded

Ever since I've started calling myself an artist, I really wanted to explore the charcoal medium... I don't know what hinders me in doing so but I've actually made some a long time ago... I even tried real coal (uling) and I thought it was perfect. I still can remember that my first try was a portrait of Phoebe Cates and I love the result and that was during my self-search period...

Accidentally discovering how to use rubber brushes... I thought it was another useless purchase thinking I could use those for acrylic. 

So perhaps I found another medium to hone. 

On Colorpencils For My Friends

Have to reconnect of find my bearing at this point in time....I feel exhausted and loosing my enthusiasm to create nowadays. 

The Law of Uncertainties

Don't think about success. Don't think about failure. Just persist!!!! 

Perhaps this deeper knowledge about world religion clog my desire to go on a Sunday service....There is too much awful stuff going on in almost every Churches in this planet. Ev'ryone is a mistake. Well, realizing there is really nothing perfect since corruption came into scene.... at least I have to be part of something worthy. 
The truth is Jesus Christ. No one can come to the Father except thru him. 
Stagnant once again....the zest and enthusiasm for life is vanishing once more...even if there were pure little joys that smiled along the way. 
Hardwork and Talent will not guarantee success. And that's a fact. One must have the skill for LUCK. And some guys have all the luck...

I really can not understand what's going in my life right now....No flowers blooming..... my thoughts are once again in fragment and senseless....
Be very very good and work very very hard that no one can ignore you.  at least…

How to be Lucky


As creatives, we’ve fallen victim to the tyranny of the planners. Those who think an organized to-do list is bliss or that we need to have a carefully curated calendar of appointments to wring results from every minute of every day. But while all this planning, and the productivity advice that goes with it, makes for great blog posts, it serves merely as a Band-Aid to our long-term, more systemic issues.  Like most people, you probably think you have more influence over your life than you really do. Psychologists call this the “illusion of control.” It’s the reason most of us prefer to pick our own lottery numbers, than have someone else do it. And it’s why we think we’re less likely than average to suffer unwelcome fates from illness to insolvency. This illusion of control also extends to the way we view other people’s lives. The stories we hear about successful entrepreneurs, artists and athletes, usually make it sound as if they got there purely through talent and ha…
I really can't tell right now if I'm going into a definite direction.... I simply want to share what I painted. Sharing these though sometimes isn't that easy. There were things to consider...    I feel lost once again.... worthless....

Fading Summer in Random Fragment

Back into Realizationism again...this is me...the random me....