Friday, May 29, 2015

May Flower

Ica -- May Flower, an MC gift for Mam Linda... 

Summer is almost gone....the harshness of the sun is still quite unbearable.... though it's been raining now. By experience, it's not a good season for kids party...i don't know why...and so my face-painting gig was in dwindle. Thankful that I have a summer workshop with my 5 new disciples. Thanks Rachelle DS Santos for the recommendation. 

And so we're on to another season.... 

Above, still a work in progress...

Wednesday, May 27, 2015

Manuscripts Goes On

Re-introducing once again my 15th Visual Manuscript to the worldwide web...something that I haven't done for quite sometime.

Thursday, May 14, 2015

Spreading The Gift

Thank God and now I come to understand once again why I have to be educated in PNC. It's coming back to me now the purpose of all those seemingly random event. Like being sent at CCP out of the thousand college student there. That summer of 1985 was all coming back to me now.   

1st Day: Familiarization and Talent Assessment

2nd day: Composition

My wife and kids going to our Church Thanks-giving celebration....

Monday, May 11, 2015

Be More and More Prayerful

For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. -- Ephesians 6:12
That was a quick reply...the key, which I've lost or misplaced was actually just inside me waiting to be re-awaken. Thank God that I still kept links of my favorite sites on my browser so that in these time of wandering I have tools to navigate around. This time the answer came from an unusual site  where conspiracy theorist drop by to learn a thing or two.... it was at Educate Yourself. Although I do not totally agree with everything written on that site , some very refreshing and interesting article had been cleared to me by discovering it sometime ago. One of the best and original site of its own when it comes to  alternative education.

"Bonding" Coffee Art
   Foolish! I've forgotten where the real battle is actually taking place and who are the real enemies. Lately, or much earlier last year I've been sucked into materialism and forgot the salvation and freedom even after learning the real enemies and powers that rule this planet.
   I've relied so much on my own capacity... on my know-hows and skills....everything in this life is about our relationship with God. 
   Illuminated or awaken individual like us is expected to had increase of Demonic and Satanic attack and I've failed to protect myself or strengthen my guard. If you had been a reader of my other blog Wisdom of a Fool; you would know what I'm talking about. 
   Those series of bad luck were demonic and alien attack by nature as I analyse the event that had been. Like for example a brand new camera can not just overheat in one month use even if I've taken every caution as I treat it more like a treasure but then again the damage unrepairable.Why?!!!!.... after months and months of waiting for it to come into my possession. Those cancelled schedule and commission that simply dissolve in thin air. The draining of my energies and the nightmare that almost took my life. Also may I add that even my internet signal was being attacked. 

   So now Father God, I ask the help of hundreds and even billions upon billions of angels to protect me and my family. Cover our house and nearby houses as well in Jesus blood so that enemies can not penetrate our dwellings. Send also these same legions upon legions of Angels wherever we go so that devils will flee at the sight of us coming. All these in Jesus Christ name I pray.  

   This was one of the suggested prayer.... and so I declared something like this....
Heavenly Father, in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ, I break, crush, sever, smash, dissolve and destroy every curse, spell, psychic prayer and attack put upon me by the originator of this attack in Jesus’ name I pray, amen. In Jesus’ name I break every soul tie, hook, link, attachment, connection and device between myself and the originator of this attack and between the originator of this attack and myself, in Jesus’ name. In Jesus’ name I bind everything that came into me from these soul ties, hooks, links and connections and I cut you loose from all your assignments, I close all doors open to you and I take away every legal hold and legal ground you have to attack me, in Jesus’ name. In the name of The Lord Jesus Christ, I break every curse, spell and psychic prayer that made the originator of this attack the way they are. In Jesus’ name, Father I ask you to send as many legions of angels as necessary to bind all demons in the originator of this attack, that give them their power, rank, prestige, wealth, metaphysical abilities and position and I ask you to remove those demons and send them far away, in Jesus’ name. In Jesus’ name I break, crush and destroy all bonds of mind control and coercion this entity is under and I cancel and void all oaths, contracts and agreements this entity is under, in Jesus’ name. Father, I ask you to free the mind of originator of this attack and allow them choose their destiny without influence of any kind, in Jesus’ name I pray, amen. -- (Read More Here

The Quick Respond Even more....

   Now bad luck was lifted away from me for sure... the respond of My Father God was so instant I could not believe the power of prayer can be that instant. The impact was quite amazing as I analyzed what just occurred....  One, I had new commission and an Art workshop for kids. And it happened as I write this Blog. ♥

Tuesday, May 5, 2015

The Former Things

I can't understand what I'm feeling right now....I feel so lost, cornered and undecided. Everything seems not heart distracted. I seem to be what I'm not....pretending I'm alright. 

   What are these series of bad luck wanting to say to me? Could be that nature is bringing me into a resolution of thoughts. These aren't normal anymore...I knew it couldn't be just  coincidences or was trying to reach out on my awaken state. 

   I have no answer right now... I have no clear answer...  I need to be embrace by God. To feel His Holy presence once again. Why I've become aloof and prejudice in the system... in fact on every human system there is. All the heartache and pain are coming back... nagging and pressing. The words of my love ones are condemning me, even my mother... and from the grave my father's memory reiterating the failure of loving too much... of dying in faith and hope. I can still see vividly the scorning and the threatening look. The fateful jinxes and hoaxes of circumstances. I've lied too much... and perhaps being too honest to obey my own lust....desires linger but it wasn't the same feeling. 
   And though I still create and believe.... even those same dreams of crafted illusions. I hang-on and not faltering but the constant shivering and fear of the future. The promises I can not give nor fulfill anymore. 
   Yet, I was still bless and provided.... and which I should be ashame at the same time. I should be thanking all the people for their love and undying support. I guess I did not become the person you expect me to be.
   I fearfully face the nightmare each time I lay down in my bed. What if death wont let go of me? What if no one is around to hear my agitation. Dying in agony... I crafted the illusion. 
   I will still build upon the collection. They've enjoyed it anyway... it's enough that I've made head turns... somehow I was on the train along the coast... amongst the circle. 
   I've stared at these same wall before....but I haven't felt so alive in years. 

This long overdue WIP is still waiting 

On our way to Sir Fredi's farm in Aurora province 2014.

"The luck of having talent is not enough; 
one must also have a talent for luck." -- Hector Berloiz

Friday, May 1, 2015

June is it!

   We're on new season of painting tournament at 4S which started May 20 and will end June 20.... The June Bride contest, where we have to interpret the model/sponsor wearing Asian inspired wedding gown and I've chosen mine as a Thai bride. Pops is giving away his Lumix camera for this event. Yet sadly, I can not attend the awarding and on-the-spot because I was booked that day by Party Bitz for a face-painting gig. 
   There's lots of side events also on Special MC, which I have to salute Pops for being able to pull all these up. Free cellphone load and art materials at stake. No one does it better than Mr. David... his skill on convincing sponsors are quite amazing. 


   There was an 8.5 earthquake that hit Japan the other day....

My albino oscar is acting strange...he was always at the bottom which I suspect could be because of the strangely hot weather. The Red Pacu are doing fine and still very aloof and wild....but they've grown really fast.... each I suppose was now 5-6 inches. All three of them are quite bulky and behaving and looking more like Piranhas. 


FB Post...for the record....
I think Philippine Arts need more Sales Rep than curator. I sometimes doubt if these curator knew exactly what they are doing.... are you there as security guards or what?!!!
Napansin ko lang, although very inviting ang mga gallery with see-through glasses and wide open door, kulang naman sa PR ang mga tao. Ganun ba talaga ang image dapat aloof at reserved dahil mukha namang hindi ka bibili ng paintings? This is the problem why hindi popular ang mga museums at gallery sa Pinas, lalo na sa common tao.
"Pasok kayo libre naman ang tumingin, wag nyo lang hahawakan...kasi sa art, touch move."
Hehehe. Batu-bato sa langgit, tamaan sapul.

And why would it conflict the Christian faith if there were Aliens and UFO? Here we go again, the Fallen are setting up our brain that there is confusion. Elijah the prophet was taken to heaven via UFO. Read 2 kings 2:11...
"As they were walking along and talking together, suddenly a chariot of fire and horses of fire appeared and separated the two of them, and Elijah went up to heaven in a whirlwind."
Angels and Demons were aliens.